rekallabrate: the podcast
Welcome to REKALLABRATE, where we explore how changing the way you think can transform your life. I'm Kalla, & each episode dives into the power of authentic storytelling, embracing vulnerability, & navigating life's shifts & hard truths with courage.
Through unfiltered solo episodes and raw conversations with guests, we're here to "rekallabrate" how we approach the world, our relationships, & ourselves.
This podcast is recorded in one take with minimal editing--because life is messy, & that's what makes it beautiful.
Let's dive in & REKALLABRATE together.
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PLEASE NOTE: this podcast was previously called LIGHTIN' UP & I had some awesome guests on the show to talk about everything from birth, to the music industry, to farming. As I started thinking about podcasting again, I realized that I wanted to switch my podcast name to REKALLABRATE for the sake of consistency across all platforms and my website. Less confusing, you know what I'm sayin'?
But--I didn't want to lose all of the hard work I had put into Lightin' Up, & I wanted to still keep these interviews up because they are SO GOOD! So, I have renamed my podcast to REKALLABRATE, but left the LIGHTIN' UP episodes as they are.
So, when you listen to my podcast from episode 26 and on, you will hear the podcast referred to as REKALLABRATE, and before that, it's called LIGHTIN' UP.
rekallabrate: the podcast
13 | Being Authentic & Holding the Light | Lightin' Up With Myself (Kalla Paige)
Welcome to Episode 13 of the Lightin' Up Podcast! On today's episode, I'm kickin' it solo to keep it real with you all & share what's been going on in my life, the things I've been learning, & how I've been feeling in this intense energy.
I know I'm not the only one who has been diving into their feelings this mercury retrograde. Things have not only been intense for a lot of us personally, but we have been going through it collectively, as well. Especially as awakened beings in this matrix, the weight of the world can get to be a lot at times. & then we're expected to start & manage a business in the midst of Babylon burning to the ground? I don't know about y'all, but sometimes I just get tired.
So, that's basically what I talk about in this episode. The challenges I face as I continue to show up in this creative process, what I'm learning about myself, & how I'm managing feeling like a literal alien on this planet.
I don't know the answers. (No one does.) But I do know that I wouldn't be showing up authentically if I didn't show up in my doubts & fears, too.
Every single one of us experiences doubt, fear, sadness, sorrow. & then sometimes we feel shame for feeling these feelings, like we aren't being "high vibe" enough or that we must be doing something wrong if we feel this way.
Then we get on Instagram & see other people living seemingly perfect lives & feel even worse about ourselves.
I want to be a glitch in that matrix.
I want to show up in the fullness of my human experience to remind you (& myself) that this is what we came here for--to be HUMAN. & that sometimes being human isn't fun. Sometimes it hurts like hell & we question why we're here. & that's okay. We keep playing the game anyway, because what else would we do with all of eternity?
The hard times are when we can experience the most growth if we can let go & lean into the process. Growth is painful, just like when we are kids & we wake up with growing pains in the night. But on the other side of the pain is the beauty, the flower, the new & improved version of ourselves. It's all a necessary part of the process that makes us who we are.
Thank you for allowing me the space to show up authentically & share with all of you.
Grab your candle, sage, palo santo, sweet grass, & sacred smoke, & let's LIGHTIN' UP TOGETHER!
As always, take what feels good & if it don't apply, LET IT FLY.
Please note that this podcast is for entertainment purposes only, and nothing in this episode (or any other episode) should be taken as medical, legal, or other professional advice. Please always consult a professional when making legal or medical decisions & most importantly, listen to your intuition.
If you are having thoughts of hurting yourself or others, please reach out to someone. The number for the National Suicide Prevention Hotline is 1-800-273-8255.
You probably already know this, but you can find me on Instagram at @rekallabrate
https://instagram.com/rekallabrate
If you ever feel inclined to make a love donation, you can find me on venmo at @kallapaige
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Episodes also available with video on YouTube.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3eDx85m_OB9U8tKU5U5eyQ
COMING SOON (like for real sometime I swear): www.rekallabrate.com
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT, I LOVE YOU!